I went to Thailand only for your birthday this time. I canceled a lot of schedule in Japan for it. Because the time of spending with you is so important for me. But it left me only the worst memory. I regret this trip, because I found that you don't much love me. Your behavior gave such a great damage to my heart. I don't want to meet you for a while. I need times to check your true mind once again. I'm sorry not to be able to forgive you now.