I'm Sorry for writing all this whiny things. I made you uncomfortable I apologize, I won't write things like this again I promise. I'm just a really Sad and desperate Person and from now on I will keep it for myself. I won't burden you anymore I apologize 1000 Times for doing this. I hope you can vorgive me, I totally understand that you don't want to have much Contact with me anymore. I Hope you understand everything I write
Take Care