AS FOR ME, COUNTDOWN TO DEATH SEEMS TO BEGIN.
A WHITE BLOOD‐CELL COUNT WAS SUSPECTED OF LEUKEMIA IN 14000-15000 FROM 2YEARS OLD TO LAST SEPTEMBER.
MY WHITE BLOOD‐CELL COUNT SURPASSED 18000 IN INSPECTION OF THIS MONTH.
IF I INCREASE MORE, AND WHITE BLOOD‐CELL COUNTS EXCEED 20000,
IT IS A DECISION FOR LEUKEMIA.
I DO NOT INTEND TO CURE THE DISEASE.
RATHER I CHOOSE THE DEATH.
BECAUSE I NEVER ENCOUNTER FEAR AND THE HATRED TO A PERSON GATHERING AROUND ME AND FINISH IT.